Poem – A – Day: April 11th: Reading Myself to Sleep by Billy Collins

This poem is one of the many reasons I love and adore Billy Collins. One day, I want to have a print of this poem made up and hang it over my bedside table up in my bedroom.

Reading Myself to Sleep
By Billy Collins

The house is all in darkness except for this corner bedroom
Where the lighthouse of a table lamp is guiding
My eyes through the narrow channels of print,

And the only movement in the night is the slight
Swirl of curtains, the easy lift and fall of my breathing,
And the flap of the pages as they turn in the wind of my hand.

Is there a more gentle way to go into the night
Than to follow an endless rope of sentences
And then to slip drowsily under the surface of a page

Into the first tentative flicker of a dream
Passing out of the bright precincts of attention
Like cigarette smoke passing through a window screen?

All late readers know this sinking feeling of falling
Into the liquid of sleep and then rising again
To the call of a voice you are holding in your hands,

As if pulled from the sea back into a boat
Where a discussion is raging on some subject or other,
On Patagonia or Thoroughbreds or the nature of war.

Is there a better method of departure by night
Than this quiet bon voyage with an open book,
The sole companion who has come to see you off,

To wave you into the dark waters beyond language?
I can hear the rush and sweep of fallen leaves outside
Where the world lies unconscious, and I can feel myself

dissolving, drifting into a story that will never be written,
letting the book slip to the floor where I will find it
in the morning when I surface, wet and streaked with daylight.


About Ciarrai

Hi. My name is Kerry but here online I tend to go by the Gaelic version of my name, Ciarrai. I am a woman in my mid-30's who lives on Long Island, NY, with my husband, Rob, several guitars, a Nikon D40, more yarn, beads and books than I care to admit to and a cat who has a million nicknames and quite a few theme songs. I have a B.A. in Psychology and have recently returned to college to pursue a teaching degree so that I can eventually get a job as a High School English teacher. In addition to my major obsessions (Reading, Beading, Knitting, Music and Photography), I also enjoy playing Board Games, going to Renaissance Faires, Museums and Broadway Musicals.
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